Ahh, spring break. You are supposed to invigorate me. According to the educational system, I right about deserve a week off right about this time of year. However, my mind can't seem to take this delicious mental vacation I so desperately need right about this time of year. When I just want some time to chill and not worry about my ever-present troubles crashing down upon me, instead I am more and more entangling myself in thoughts wrapping themselves around my brain and my soul is struggling to find air.
I have learned lately, people are never who you expect, and you can never trust those same people. Yes, it is possible for someone to say one thing to your face and another behind your back. Yes, it is possible for a person to appear one way yet be totally the other. And yes, it is possible for someone who once said they loved you, to purposely smite you.
So I am stuck in a mental limbo, and I cannot decide whether to blindly trust people and offer the benefit of the doubt, or skip the fence and offer no mercy to the world since it offers none to me. It does not seem to matter with how much love you approach a situation with, it does not matter if you do not judge or condemn; because the world condemns you anyways. Your closest friends can condemn you. Unconditional love seems like an unreachable fairytale.
Do not judge or condemn; apparently does not apply.
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